right now... i know.

This is what I know for sure... right now.

... that I miss Henry.

...that's I'm finding it more and more difficult to not fall asleep every night in his arms or wake up every day being held by him.

...that my 39th year is moving by way fast, too fast.

...that I need a nap.

...that I don't understand the inner workings of facebook and it's frustrating to me.

...that i STILL need a new phone. And so does my dad.

...that I'm scared. And happy. And exctied about my future.